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giLLie
24 November 2009 @ 11:41 pm
the beginning of the beginning is beginning to begin.
*nervosa nervosa*


 
 
i am: nervous
 
 
giLLie
20 November 2009 @ 09:54 pm
簡單的回覆,平凡的問候。
就在這瞬間,彷彿又好像會到了學生時代。
也許最近虛假無情的求職email看多了,差點也忘了這世界其實還存在著記得自己,重視自己的人。
這也難怪一封教授的2-liner,就足以讓我心裡暖孜孜的。

不過,這樣的雪中送炭,不僅再度牽動了我對學生時代的思念。
記得總是在cnm那長長窄窄的corridor晃來晃去。
在那裡,我有朋友,理想,抱負和最珍貴的那一份信任。
現在會對那裡有了多那麼一份的思念,也不就是因為如今處在那corridor外的我,早已一無所有。
嗨。那感覺真殘酷。

人生。不就是這樣嗎?
說甚麼失去了,才懂得珍惜。
我當時的確珍惜過。
但。當時的珍惜,有能珍惜多久呢?

 
 
i am: tired
 
 
giLLie
13 November 2009 @ 03:09 pm
i'm sorry my life was such a loser. so not good enough for you.
but right now i just want to be glad that i'm strong enough to suppress those emotions.
perhaps that's the only good thing left about me. for today.

 
 
i am: depressed
 
 
giLLie
04 November 2009 @ 10:26 am
cannot fathom why people enjoy copying and pasting their msn messages onto their facebook profiles and comment about it there. fun ar?

or is this some kind of profoundly complex systems of extreme inner exhibitionism at work that only scientists studying the abstruse theory of the parallel universe will comprehend?

hmm. i wonder.

 
 
i am: contemplative
 
 
giLLie
31 October 2009 @ 12:10 am
i just can't resist intense chat sessions with thy.
he's so serious he becomes so irresistable .
lol.

ps. wth happened to my wallpaper :/
(decides to plough thro pesky html when i feel like it. yawns)

 
 
i am: amused
 
 
giLLie
16 October 2009 @ 11:29 am
 
loves loves loves loves loves loves loves loves loves loves

 
 
 
i am: jealous
 
 
giLLie
14 October 2009 @ 08:34 pm
to see your own satisfied product destroyed by your very own hands,
morphing it into something that just don't look right,
and then displaying that to everyone else,
under your very own name,
for that very client,
is just so unsatisfactory. 

the real world sucks.
little wonder why passion should never be made into a career.
it simply destroys it.



 
 
i am: blah
 
 
giLLie
10 October 2009 @ 11:12 pm
Parents were upset and students cried.
Just because the PSLE maths paper is more difficult than they've expected. 
WTH.

If exams can be preempted and questions expected, will that still be an examination?

And i guess this article is another reflection of a loophole in our seemingly perfect education.
What parents (and perhaps teachers?) are preaching, is not how to comprehend and tackle a question, but to memorize and regurgitate them. It was so, very long ago, when I was still a wide-eyed student part of this entire system. And it is definitely more, more so right now.
And when all things go wrong, they all cry and blame the government for putting fourth things that are slightly different from what they have practiced.
This is so ridiculous. 

I don't deny I get upset when my exam questions were tough. I will at most use the excuse of tough examination questions to make myself feel better for flopping whatever I shouldn't flop. (hehehe)
But at the very least, I know I should be upset with myself for deeming those questions as tough instead of running around wondering why the school decides to set such tough questions or worse, blaming the government for making students upset over the oh so difficult exam questions. 

Sighs. These are the very kids that will support us when we become part of the aging population. 

 
 
i am: thoughtful